There is no doubt...this is a busy time of the year for everyone. My schedule has been unforgiving the past couple of weeks and while I am usually fairly unflappable, for some reason I have found myself beyond frazzled lately. In my search of an explanation for this lack of poise within, the only thing I can surmise is that I have just been cramming too many things into my already busy schedule. WHY, for the love, do we do this to ourselves? Since I can't attribute my busyness to business, my desk is also rapidly becoming unforgivable! So, once my busy social/choir schedule subsides a bit, which it should after the holidays, then I can once again start working more OT to catch up at work.
That's the one constant for me though, my life ebbs and flows with a noticably absent lack of balance, or equanimity. For as busy as I am now, soon I will be back in the same old rut of a routine--which, while curiously resembling a slice of heaven at the moment--will later just seem to be, well...a rut. I am always in search of that balance in my life yet never seem to be able to really strike it. Perhaps I am not alone in this endeavor, but it sure does feel that way most of the time! Alas, back to busy for now!
A Christmas Song
14 years ago
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I have had enough of the end of the year BS and this month isn't even half over with yet. The past two days I have had a virtually empty work schedule, but I refuse to do any work because it appears that surfing the Internet and staring off into space have a greater priority.
Oy vay...don't get me started on year end crapola, I don't even want to think how long I'll be here then!
As for the Internet, it certainly has more of an allure than the piles of crap on my desk!
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