Holiday Blues

What a difference a day makes! Not always in a good way either. Honest, I'm not bipolar...but today I'm just majorly bumming. I don't even know that it was anything terribly specific that caused such a swing, a couple minor things maybe. The holidays are usually a bit tough for me with my parents in AZ but I still typically look forward to them. Perhaps the fact that my brother won't be coming for Thanksgiving is part of it...but I'm just feeling a bit lost right now, and incredibly lonely. It's an odd feeling...almost like I just don't quite know where my place is. I have a wonderful extended family and will be among a very large group tomorrow, but still there is this strange void. I don't like it and I don't think I really want to have it explained to me either. I sure hope it doesn't last long, because it really sucks. Nonetheless, Happy Thanksgiving!