Are We There Yet?

Here I sit once again...
month end starts, but never ends...
9pm, no end in sight...
perhaps I'll leave before morning light.

Ok, pretty bad poem...but I'm tired. I would give my left nut (ok, I don't have one, but if I did, I would totally give it up) to just go home right now. My mind is fading fast and I have so much to remember before tomorrow. It is going to be a hectic weekend and I have so much to get together before tomorrow. I think sometimes I psyche myself out just worrying about things, but it's too much. Perhaps I've just had too much idle time lately that when I have a schedule that's full I just become easily overwhelmed. It's just that it's one of those deals where I have to go home tonight and pack things for overnight tomorrow and I also have a very narrow window of time between getting home Saturday afternoon and having to leave again...with a myriad of things to do in that time! I suppose I'll manage.

I don't know...but what I do know is that I look forward to my next career. I'm not sure what that will be exactly but I can guarantee that the end of the month won't have nearly the amount of significance that it does in this 'job'. The next thing I do will be something I enjoy doing, end of story! I am waiting to hear whether I will be starting school in January and I'm hoping that I will be...I need something to really engage my mind, I feel I'm getting dumber in this job! I'm just really anxious for a totally new start at something. It does help me to know that it is on the horizon.