Bingo Blues

What a blah week I've had. I suppose the dark, dreary, rainy weather could have played a small part in the overall misery of the week...but just a small part. I've just been out of sorts I suppose, not feeling like myself...whatever myself is supposed to feel like? Ok, too philosophical, I get it. I've been hitting the bingo hall a lot this week and don't have a penny to show for it, this after borrowing money from a coworker/friend (she offered it to me) after spending the last of my money at the bingo hall last week and not winning crap. Oh, sorry...I guess I did take home $12. I don't understand where the money goes...I'm a little disgusted with myself and guess I need to get all of this out of my system so that I can start to work within a budget after this bankruptcy. I have my 'court' date and am ready to just have all of this done so I can start over. Hopefully things will go off without too many hitches.